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Another one ROCKed my world

Unti-unting gumapang ang mga palad nya sa hita ko... may hagod. Tila ba alam nya ang tamang kilos para mabuhay ang natutulog na apoy sa aking katawan. Dumampi sa pisngi ng langit ang kanyang mga daliri...hinagod ang aking kaangkinan.. kakaibang kuryente ang bumalot sa aking katawan.. kakaibang ligaya... at sa sandaling pagsakop ng kanyang palad sa aking kargada.. narating ko agad ang ligaya.

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Sept. 15. Tumakas ako sa office. Naset na kasi namin ni Rock na magkikita kami ng gabing yun sa Bermuda Hotel. Habang naglalakad ay excited ako sa pagtetext sa kanya na malapit na ako. PAK!! Nauntog ako sa poste. Shet. Kasi naman text ng text. Daming nakakita HUHUHUHU.
Nagkita kami sa harap ng motel. Despite the fact na payday nun, walang hassle sa pagkuha ng room (Love you Bermuda Hotel! choz)... Fast forward.
Here's my assessment on my encounter with Rock.. wala ng grade, kayo na bahala.

- Punctuality: Mas nauna pa sya sa akin..at hindi sya late... excited masyado. chos!

- Looks: I think magkaheight lang kami... around 5'4" ako.. siguro 5'5" sya.. di naman masagwa tingnan. And he's hotter sa personal. Not your typical ER-type... may dating.. and the BODY!! muscle worship ako sa kanya... himas himas here and there.. pisil pisil here and there.. there are hair on his chest which is a total turn on for me.

- Massage: It's not spa quality... pero hindi minamadali. I insisted na ako bahala sa lotion (basta dala sya condom hehe).. Ayos yung massage nya... WHOLE body massage.. with matching Lingam... Hindi sensual, so seryoso yung massage nya.. and what i admire about him eh nakafocus sya sa ginagawa nya.. not like other models na habang nagmamasahe eh nakatutok sa porn (nagpapatigas!!)...

- ES: I really enjoyed it..though ayun, no torrid kissing na naman.. but when i asked him if he can kiss me, nagkiss naman.. smack nga lang.. and the rest. SUPERB. He did a lot of things na ngayun ko lang naexperience.. and he's VERY good with it... i didnt even mention it to him na ganun ang gagawin nya.. may initiative..!.. it was one hell of a experience.

and after that, nagrest kami.. he's very courteous.. he waited for me to finished my food.  Very game din sya sa pictures.. and ayun nga, may sariling syang digicam. Kinabog pa ako ng lolo mo!
He's very nice kausap... and i think he's really serious with this whole massage thing...

And about sa issue ng hearing nya.. i dont think may problem sya.. parang attitude lang nya yun na minsan, parang deadma.. o baka madaming iniisip... mahilig din sya hmmm kumanta bigla.. yun yata yung sinasabi nila na parang nagmumumble si Rock.. yeah ganun sya.. parang he's thinking a lot of good stuff.. napapasmile na lang sya.. ganun.. but it's not freaky.. trust me..
I also witnessed how he flirts on the phone... with a girl... so there, certified straight sya! =)

Overall.. I enjoyed his service.. worth your money.. definitely mauulit

Lee

We were supposed to meet before he leaves for Samar, kaso kinati na ako that day, so I decided to be with him a little earlier.
The changed on his looks (hair) made me happy. Mas bagay sa kanya ang ganun.  Hindi barbaric ang dating.  And I really love the way he laugh... He teases me a lot, and kinikilig ako dun haha.
No massage this time, because... basta. We showered together.  Did a lot of crazy stuff there while we were wet.  Then headed to bed. He really improved a lot, I must say.
After that, we cuddled and talked a bit. And said goodbye to each other.

Then when he left, I was told by the motel staff that I need to pay the lube in cash!  I ran out of money!! So I immediately texted Lee to go back and lend me a hundred bill.  Good thing he was not too far yet, and he cared... and he saved me right there! :)

Ryan Gosling

I watched Crazy, Stupid, Love with some friends.

It was a fun movie!!

But the best part was... when Ryan Gosling took off his shirt!

Gah!! The man is sooo damn HOT and SEXY!!

Sya na!

Third Time Is The Charm

It is my third time on South Bay City Spa. Naisipan ko lang na pumunta ulit... this time, not expecting a lot.  Basta magpapamassage lang ako. No more cruising and hunting on wet area. That's it.

After going to church, I went there. Around 4pm. The staff greeted me (and they remembered me). I proceeded to the locker's room and strip off. I said that I'll have my massage around 5:30, so I stayed in steam room muna, para relieve din yung chest ko since I have a cough that day.  Unfortunately, the smell in the steam room is not pleasant at all.  I left the area and went to the small sauna room.

I was there when an old american guy, in his late 40s I guess, came in. He sat next to me and smiled. I smiled back. Then he started jacking off! He stand near the door to watch out, and he asked me to suck his cock... I obliged. But not for too long, coz I really dont like giving head. Somebody came in, and the american guy left.

I decided to get my massage. I asked the staff in the locker room if I can choose my masseur. Hindi pa rin daw! Hmmp.. So I asked who will be assigned to me and what's his looks.  He said that N is tall, good-looking, and buff. OK. So I just waited for my masseur in the entertainment area.

Minutes later, N arrived. He looks ok.. Not that tall, not that buff, not that good-looking. but he's ok. and he looks familiar.  We started the massage. N asked a couple of questions when he was doing the massage. I discovered that he's the younger brother of R, the masseur I got on my second trip there!

N's massage is waaay better that his brother. He started on the leg area, the strokes are very gentle and systematic.. and from time to time, his fingers touch my sensitive parts, which really turns me on. And I noticed that he keeps on massaging my butt, maybe I guess that's part of the routine. Then he positioned his self on top of me, and massaged my back.. still, including the butt area. And then next is the arms, then stretching here and there.

Then he asked me to lay on my back for the front massage. Nice! He started again on the leg part, and this time, he purposely let my feet feel his manhood!! and it was hard.. He lift my legs and positioned it like a triangle, and he massaged my upper leg, while my lower leg could feel his hard thingy.. and I saw his expression like he is aroused with what he's doing.

Then he massaged my upper body, intentionally touching my hard thingy (yeah, i was so turned on by this time)... He caressed my nipple and then asked me, "Sir, isama ba natin to?" (my junjun). I said yes. "magkano po?".  I said 400 (btw, that's too much for a simple Handjob, but I decided to give that tip coz the massage is really excellent). He haggled for 500, but I said that's all I have. So he proceeded.  He jacked me off, and I reached glory.

It was a nice experience this time. I left the establishment with a smile on my face.  If I'll go back there, I might ask for N again.

South Bay City Spa

Location	4/F Airport Global Plaza, MIA Rd cor Roxas Blvd, Tambo, 1700 Parañaque, Philippines
Hours	Mon - Sun: 1:00 pm - 12:00 am

Description	A city spa that features separate facilities for men and women: lockers, showers, steam, lounging area, private treatment rooms, common massage pavilion and sauna (men only). Offers massages, body scrub and foot spa. Female and male thereapists are available.
Parking	Parking Lot

Email	southbaycityspa@yahoo.com
Phone	(02) 851 0332; (0917) 532 0001

X-sena sa MRT

It was an ordinary day.. I thought so.
Pasok na naman sa office. And tulad ng nakagawian.. sakay na naman sa masikip na MRT. Pero ayos lang sakin yun, dahil yun talaga ang hanap ko :)
Noon, nagbabus ako pagpasok... may mga trip din ako sa pagsakay ng bus like pagtabi sa mga cute/hot guys.. lalo na pag tulog.  Kaso lately, late na ako nakakaalis ng house. So dapat MRT na, para mabilis.
Sumakay ako sa Taft Station, sa dulong part ng dulong couch (train).  Sa dulong end ng MRT yung driver's booth, di ba? so pag-pa-north na yung byahe, umaalis na sila dun.. but this time, hindi umalis si manong driver sa booth.. at may kasama pa sa loob na assistant.

Anyway.. so andun ako malapit sa pinto nakatayo. medyo puno na yung area namin.. May sumakay na guy.. 5'5" or 5'6".. moreno.. at medyo meaty ang katawan.. naka sando shirt at short sya nun.  Pumuwesto sya sa di kalayuan sakin.. tumayo sa likod ng isang twink guy. Naisip ko, "naku dapat dun ako tumayo.. para nasa likod ko sya".. Umandar na ang tren... after ng isang station, lumipat si kuya... sa likod ulit ng isang maputing juding.  Tinitingnan ko talaga yung pwesto nila.. And I could see na nakadikit yung harap ni Kuya dun sa likod ni ateh!!! Kaloka.. swerte nung bakla.. haaay. inggit na naman ako..

Then pagdating ng Boni Avenue.. bumaba na si ateng.. at napaiba ng pwesto si Kuya.. this time, katabi ko na sya!! pareho kaming nakasandal sa drivers booth (kung saan nasa loob yung 2 staff).. Nagdikit ang mga braso namin.. tinigasan na ako agad..  Medyo dumami pa ang sumakay kaya sumikip yung area namin..

Naglakas loob ako.. Tumalikod ako sa kanya.. at ibinaba ko lang ang kamay ko.. nakabukas ang palad.. at dahan dahan kong itinapat sa harap ni Kuya.. nasa likod ko na sya.. at naramdaman ko na matigas na ang junior ni Kuya... hinimas himas ko iyon.. di sya pumapalag.. Inalis ko ang kamay ko at idinikit ko ang likod (pwet) ko sa harap nya.. ang tigas na talaga...sumabay kami sa galaw ng MRT. at naramdaman ko na dinidiin din nya..

Shaw boulevard station... kelangan ko ng bumaba... but I stayed!!! Moment na to eh.. so hindi ako bumaba.. and I decided to face him.. humarap ako sa kanya.. at dun, kinapa nya ang tigas na tigas kong junjun sa pantalon.. at dinama ko naman ang malaman nyang dibdib.. walang nakakahalata sa amin nun... bigla nyang binuksan ang zipper ko.. dinukot si junjun .. at iniipit sa mga hita nya... niyakap nya ako.. pinisil ang pwet ko.. at hinump ako sa wall ng MRT!!!!! NAKAKAKALOKA!!

narealize namin na may tao nga pala sa drivers booth.. at naghiwalay ang katawan namin... patay malisya.. then kinuha nya ang cellphone nya.. typed his number.. at syempre tumbling ako sa tuwa.. grabbed my cp.. and get his and gave mine... bumaba kami pareho sa cubao.. na parang walang nangyari.

Ang tatlong Gerald

Ngayun buwan na ito (August), I realized.. tatlong Gerald pala ang "nakasalamuha" ko.

Gerald 1 - AKA Paul Mike. He works at Mr. Earth Spa (na ngayun eh iba na ang name). He's one of the best masseur I've tried based sa massage ha. I went to their spa to meet him. Kaso di nya ako minassage. Diretso kaagad sa ES! It was ok though. At least sumunod sya sa usapan.. and when I asked him to massage me kahit sandali, ginawa naman nya

Gerald 2 - AKA Justine of Hunks Touch.  Matagal din syang nawala... di nagparamadam.. and the last time we texted each other, hindi naging maganda ang closure namin. But he asked for forgiveness, pinagbigyan ko naman.  We met sa Bermuda Hotel, he massaged me, and with extra service din.  Nagulat din ako at malaki ang tinaba nya, but his body is still ok :)

Gerald 3 - AKA JE.  Isa sa mga beterano sa BT at LP. I finally decided to hire him since hindi available yung isang masseur na ihahire ko.  And hindi ako nagsisi sa paghire sa kanya. Massage is ok. ES is 10/10. haha! It was my first time na ma-BJ at ma-Rim! OMG.  He is such a nice guy. Definitely will hire him again.

Here's the third Gerald:

Lalaking Palaban: Patrick

Matagal ko na syang gustong i-hire. Sa ganda ng mga reviews at comments, naisip ko na magiging sulit sya pag nagkita kami. Lumipas din ang ilang buwan, at di ko nagawang matext sya.. pero last July, dumating din ang pagkakataon na pinakahihintay ko.

July 30, sa Bermuda Hotel, doon kami nagkita. Mabait sya. Hindi katangkaran. 5'4" siguro, tulad ko. Maganda ang katawan, pero hindi gym fit.. and hairy on the right places.  Ok ang masahe nya sakin.. pero hindi spa quality.. tama lang. His tool is something.. may kakaibang kurba.. and above average.

The ES not what I was expecting. Ok na sana lahat, but when he refused to kiss, which was agreed upon before the meeting, doon na ako nadisappoint.. which made me decide to not give any additional for him... and not hire him again.

William Levy.. the man of the hour

the "supposed" reason behind J.Lo and Marc Anthony break-up.

Congrats AZKALS!! I heart you ALY!

Back in Hunk's Touch

Alex, one of my regular masseurs came from this Spa. Nung day na first time ko syang nahire, another guy also catch my attention.  Hunky, Sexy and Hairy Chest. Kaso si Alex talaga target ko that night, so skip muna ako kay hairy masseur.

Then one time, I texted Alex if andun pa rin yung guy na nakita ko before.  I described him to him, and he said that his name is "Lakay". Alex instantly asked me to go there and hire Lakay, sya daw ang bahala, sya ang kakausap sa kanya. So I agreed.

Thursday night, maambon ambon pa nun.  I texted Alex para sunduin ako sa labas.. scary kasi mga guys sa Hunk's touch.  So he meet me outside. Haaaaay gwapo pa rin.. medyo pumayat pero hunky pa din sya.

I saw Lakay. Hmmm. Parang hindi sya yung nakita ko before... pero keber na.. gwapo naman.. hairy chest din.. and ok ang height.  But before we enter the spa, I saw another masseur.. gwapo si kuya.. ang tangkad.. and sobrang sexy din ng body.. anuvaaahh!!!!

So ayun, my session with Lakay/Eric started sa maliit na room ng spa.  His massage is okay naman.. 7/10.. muntik nang hindi imassage yung arms ko, ako pa nag-insist.  ES is also satisfactory. He went on top of me, licked my nips nips tenderly. I love the way he did it, lick and bite.  Then we went on our sides, him still kissing my nips, while his hand is caressing my back, trying to find the hole.  Then I responded to his actions.  Kissed his hairy chest.. went down..and play with his tool.  Mabilis tumigas in fairness, and the size is average.  What I liked about our session is that hindi nagmadali.. We managed to try different positions.

The only downside is kahit feeling ko matagal yung ginawa namin, wala pa ring 1 oras sya...  he left the cubicle and cleaned his self.. balak ko pa sana magstay and cuddle with him pagbalik nya.. pero i decided to get dress na... maybe next time ganun gagawin ko.. kung wala poang 1 hour, I'll ask the masseur to lay beside me muna :)

My South Bay City Spa Experience

June 14, 2011
I had the courage to try out South Bay City Spa earlier this evening, even if I was alone. I went to the reception and ask a couple of questions about their services.

I asked them kung ano yung nasa labas na poster. "P250 full body massage for 1 hour".  The guy receptionist said that with that price, a masseuse will be doing the massage. So I asked "pano kung masseur?", he said it's P600. OH MY GAWD! Ang laki ng difference!  (maybe they know na mas madaming gay client, kaya ganun ang pricing nila).  With P600, according to him, I could also try the other offerings of the spa, like the sauna, steam bath, entertainment room, etc for 4 hours (may time limit?).  I asked again, how about the private room.  He said there's an additional P250.  I thought I will only spend 500 for the massage and pricate room, I was wrong.  Anyway, I still availed it (masseur + private room).

I was led by the receptionist in the locker room.  The place is really nice! A real spa place. From the locker room, I saw the entertainment area, and the wet area.  I changed my clothes and went directly to the wet area.  I did not experience any action there.  I'm not hot kasi so maybe no one will dare to play with me.  So I just looked around, watching their half naked bodies.  Mostly oldies, but there are few who are cute and hot. Hanggang tinginan nalang kami sa mata. (a lil disappointed hehe.. sana next time may action na).

Then I was called for my massage. I thought makakapamili ako ng masseur, but to my surprise, sinundo na ako ng masseur na naka-assign sa akin. When we got inside the private room, I asked him if pwede ba akong mamili ng masseur, he said hindi daw, bawal daw yun.. nakaline-up daw sila.. sa quezon city lang daw ganun (hahaha!). I did not object anymore.

The massage was great. Real, authentic massage, and makwento and matanong si masseur, and we found out na we're living very close.. ilang streets lang ang layo.  Of course, I did notice that he's putting some "sensual" touch on his massage.  I enjoyed the way he touches my butt.  And when I was on my back, he caressed my nipplies, and slowly touching my thingy.. it was already hard... he gave me a hj, and I reached the finale.  I gave him P500 for the tip, which I think is the biggest tip on this place.

I went back to the wet area, still epic fail.  So I decided to go home na lang, I'm still satisfied though.  Maybe I'll come back next month.. a little pricey din pala kasi. :)

Boy Shiatsu's story

Sa dami ng blog na sinusubaybayan ko, ang pinakapaborito kong basahin ay ang blog ng isang masahista.  Syua si Boy Shiatsu. Nakakaaliw ang mga kwento nya tungkol sa mga karanasan nya sa trabaho. May nakakatawa, nakakaiyak, nakakagulat, at kung ano ano pa... Isa tong paraan para masilip ko ang buhay ng isang masahista.
Sobrang galing nya sumulat. Matalino syang tao. At hanga ako sa pananaw nya sa buhay.
Nito lamang, nagpost sya tungkol sa experience nya sa kamay ng isang hayop na customer. Nakakainis malaman na naranasan nya ang ganun... gusto ko syang yakapin matapos basahin ang pinagdaanan nya. Nakakalungkot. Hiling ko na lang ay sana, nakarma na yung lalaking bumaboy sa kanya..
Kung gusto nyo ring maging bahagi ng buhay ni Boy Shiatsu, eto ang kanyang blog
http://boyshiatsu.blogspot.com/

HIV Tests

Reposting this from Manilagayguy.net LINK

A member of the new group Take The Test Inc. sent the following information – I’m posting this for those who would like to have their FREE HIV test and get the results quickly:

MANILA
a. Manila Social Hygiene Clinic (near SM San Lazaro / Tayuman / San Lazaro Hospital..) Mondays to Fridays only 8am-2pm – results after 30 mins

QUEZON CITY
a. Batasan Social Hygiene Clinic (near Batasan..) Mondays to Fridays only 8am-2pm – results after 20-30 mins
b. Proj. 7 Social Hygiene Clinic (Bansalangin St. Teachers Village near SM North) Monday to Friday only 8am-3pm – results after 20-30 mins
c. Bernardo Social Hygiene Clinic ( at the back of Ramon Magsaysay High School, CUBAO) Monday to Friday 8am-3pm – results after 20-30 mins

PASAY
a. Pasay Social Hygiene Clinic (Pasay City Hall – Mon – Thurs 9am to 11am only) – results in the afternoon

CALOOCAN
a. Caloocan Social Hygiene Clinic (Caloocan City Hall – Monday TO Friday only 8am-3pm) – results after 20-30 mins

PLUS: If you need addresses and phone numbers of these and other local HIV Hubs, check out this page courtesy of poz friend, BITC.

And a gentle reminder — if you do not want to go alone, why not tag along a friend. Or, if you’re scared, talk to Jake (monkeyboy589@yahoo.com) he’s willing to accompany you through the process.

Hipuan sa bus

May 9, 2011

Pauwi na ako galing sa trabaho.. pagod ang katawan. Maaga pa non, 6pm.
Sasakay ulit ako ng bus.  Mas preferredn ko talaga ang bus kesa sa MRT... kasi at least sa bus, nakaupo ako sa buong biyahe, at diretso agad sa amin, 2 sakayan lang... at marami na rin akong "happy" memories sa bus.

Usually talaga, pag nasakay ako ng bus, dun ako umuupo sa tabi ng cute and hot guys.. chance na kasi yun! haha.. yung tipong madidikit ka sa mga braso at hita nila.. siksikan.. madadama mo yung mainit nilang katawan.. haaaay! Minsan nakakajackpot din ako.. there are a lot of times na tulog yung nakakatabi ko sa buong biyahe... at may nangyayari. (Hindi naman ako nadurukot lol).. but this time, mas grabe nangyari sa akin (next time na yung ibang kwento).

I thought malas ako that night.. wala kasing cute sa bus.. so naupo na lang ako sa medyo unahan.. malapit sa aisle.. May mag-lolo na tumabi sa akin...at si lolo pa ang nakatabi ko... at mukhang makakatabi ko sila sa buong byahe!! grrrr.. ayun.. hinayaan ko na lang.

Sa Ayala, Makati. Madami ng sumakay.. siksikan na ulit.. at since nasa aisle ako, madaming bumabangga sa akin. Sa Mantrade, mas madami pang sumakay... at hayun, may isang guy na tumapat sa gilid ko. Maliit lang si kuya, maitim, tipikal na construction worker.. Nagdikit ang mga hita namin. Nagkatinginan kami. Nilayo ko ang kamay ko sa bag nya kasi baka isipin nya na mandukot ako haha!!

Umusog sya ng konti at nakadikit na ang "harapan" nya sa braso ko.. naramdaman ko yon..at naramdaman ko rin na nakatingin sya sa akin. Trip pala to ni kuya.. hmm... Kaso pinaurong sya ng kundoktor sa likod.. so lumayo si kuya.. haay sayang.

Nabawasan ang sakay ng bus.. nagulat ako, bumalik ulit si kuya, tumayo sa tabi ko.. nakadikit ulit sa akin.  At habang bumababa ang mga pasahero, nagkakasikisikan sa gitna ng bus, ta lalong napapadikit ang "harap" ni kuya sa braso ko. Tinitigasan sya. Nararamdaman ko.. Hinawakan ko ang braso ko (parang yakap ko sarili ko).. so yung mga kamay ko ang nakadikit sa "harap" ni kuya. Napansin nya yun, at lalo pa nyang dinikit.. HMMM!

Bumaba na ang mag-lolo sa tabi ko.. at kelangan ko na ring bumaba... pero pinili kong magpalampas na lang.. iikot naman yung bus pabalik. At ayun na, umupo na sa tabi ko si kuya.  Konti na lang ang tao sa bus, sa paligid namin... Sinabihan ako ni kuya na hawakan ko ang "manoy" nya... ginawa ko naman.. Buti na lang at may malaking bag sya, pantakip sa ginagawa namin... Hinawakan din nya ang alaga ko.. Tinitigasan na kami pareho.. ipinasok ko pa ang kamay ko sa loob ng brief nya.. Ok naman ang size, hindi maliit, at sobrang tigas.. FIRST TIME to sa loob ng bus!! Hindi ako makapaniwala.

Sinabihan ako ni kuya na sabay kaming bumaba.. dun daw kami sa tulay.. nauna syang bumaba, pero hindi ako sumunod... nagkatinginan kami habang papalayo na ang bus.  Hindi ko alam pero may takot din akong nadama.. baka singilin ako bigla, eh wala naman akong perang dala.. pero sayang din kasi baka hindi naman.. baka trip nya talaga. Haaay ewan ko.

Kaya ngayun, tuwing sasakay ako sa bus, hinahanap hanap ko na sya.. Inaabangan. Umaasa na sana maulit sakin ulit yun

(next time, kwento ko pa ang iba kong Bus Experiences)

HALIK

Marami na akong nahire na guys.. sa MP, sa hotel service, sa CR (JOKE).. And most of my experiences eh parang may kulang lagi.. and that's the KISS.
Usually kasi, ang ginagawa lang sakin ng nahahire ko eh smack lang... tapos sa ibang part na pumupunta.. but I've been wanting for more action.. yung tipong torrid kiss na napapanood ko sa mga porn..
Minsan naman nahihiya akong mag-ask sa kanila ng ganun.. kasi baka tumanggi sila, lalo pat hindi ako kagandahan...
But I discovered Polo from Lalaking Palaban. From the FRs I've read about him, palaban daw sya sa halikan. Laplapan talaga. So I hired him!
And yes, I've finally experienced that Kiss that I've been dreaming about. Sobrang sarap nya humalik... yung halik na pinapangarap ko talaga... haaay Polo.

Lifehouse's Fallin In

Jason Wade is soooo HOT

I love Hellcats because...

Matt Barr is there!!!

Sambag's Blog Flexer Of The Day - Apr 1: KYLE

Muscle hunk, Kyle, is a 22-year-old soldier and student from Wisconsin. A fitness buff, Kyle has always lifted since he was a sophomore in high school, but started lifting regularly when he started a deployment to Iraq. He loves seeing his body getting bigger and bigger. I'm sure you would too! See him flex his powerful pecs, triceps,quads, back, lats, and ever growing biceps! Amazing!

HE ROCKED MY WORLD

Rocky of LalakingPalaban

Height 5'9", Half Pinoy-Half German

Random: from formanz.com

Lower... Lower...

And then look-up.. sigh

Sa Jeepney...

Madaling araw na nun.. galing ako sa overtime at pagod na pagod. Pagbaba ko ng bus, naghintay ako ng masasakyan.. Usually, FX ang sinasakyan ko, kapag gusto ko ng aircon at yung siksikan.. but that morning, I decided to take the jeep, since gusto ko na talaga makauwi.
Sumakay ako sa harap, sa tabi ni manong driver.. medyo madami pang pasahero nung mga oras na yun.. Then umandar na yung jeep.....
After a couple of minutes, may pumara.. may sumakay na guy at umupo sa tabi ko (sa harap ng jeep).  Halos ka-age ko lang siguro, pero mukhang mas bata, estudyante, may ipod, tawagin natin syang Guy A. At ako naman, todo dikit sa kanya, pasimple.
Then huminto ulit yung jeep. May 2 bading sa kalye. Pumara yung isa at sumakay sa likod, naiwan sa kalye yung isa.. nung umandar na yung jeep papalayo, napansin ko na tinitigan Guy A yung naiwang bading sa kalye, mukhang ningitian pa nya.. weird.  Then panay ang tingin nya dun sa bading na nakaupo sa likod namin. weird.
Nagbayad ng pamasahe si Guy A. Ok naman ang boses nya, hindi feminine.. so baka straight hehe.  Then pumara na ako at bababa na ako.  Since nakaharang si Guy A sa pinto, bumaba din sya para makadaan ako.. at nung nakababa na ako, bigla syang nagsalita: "Sama ako...".
Nagulat ako.. napabilis tuloy ang paglalakad ko... pero di na nya ako sinundan.. lumingon ako sa jeep at nakita ko na nakatitig sya sakin, habang papalayo na ang jeep.

boring sunday

I am so bored today... so I just surfed the net and found this pic. Summer na!

Gino

Pulupot

I watched this indie film last sunday... ok naman yung kwento... yung bida, si Gio Gapas, hindi ganun kagwapuhan, kaya medyo hindi nakakaexcite.. si Justine Ferrer cute hehe.. in fairness swerte nya at may movie syang ganito. :)

My Past Adventures: M2M Massage Parlors

I'll be sharing to you all of the massage parlors and massuers that I've tried since december.  I will not go into details anymore, since nakakapagod magtype (sa sobrang dami).  And I won't be able to share pictures of these masseurs since (1) I intentionally deleted my copies, (2) My phone is so low-tech, na epic fail lang if pipicturan ko sila after ng service... so here you go!

1. Hollywood (West Avenue, QC)
- This is the first massage parlor na sinubukan ko. Massage is P399, Massage + Turkish Bath is 500.  Maraming bading na receptionists (which is a turn-off for me), and the choices of masseurs is not that impressive (kahit sobrang dami)
My Masseurs in Hollywood:
- Gabby - Looks 7.5, Massage 8, ES 6
- Jomari - Looks 6, Massage 7.5, ES 7.5
- JC - Looks 7, Massage 6, ES 6
Will I try this MP again? ..maybe

2. BodySpec (West Avenue, QC)
- My worst MP experience happened here. Hindi man lang ako nakatikim ng massage dito.
My Massuer in BodySpec:
- Dos - Looks 5, Massage 0, ES 2
Will I try this MP again? ..never


3. Lightness Spa (Kamias)
- Massage is 600 (which is a lil pricey).  The selection of guys is not that bad, most of them are hunky-type.  Website: http://lightnessspa.multiply.com/
My Masseur in Lightness Spa:
- Allen - Looks 8.5, Massage 8, ES 7
Will I try this MP again? ..yes, i will


4. Hunk's Touch Spa (Kamias)
- One of my favorites, or should I say "used to be" my favorite spa.  Before, 350 lang ang massage, but now, under new management, 500 na sya.  The selection of masseurs here is pretty impressive... yung tipong kanto guys or kargador na pagnanasaan mo pa rin.  Marami kang pwedeng balik-balikan.  Though my first experience here is not that good, pero the rest, it ended up ok.
My Masseurs in Hunk's Touch:
- Guy 1 (forgot the name) - Looks 4, Massage 5, ES 4
- CJ - Looks 5, Massage 4, ES 6
- Rey - Looks 6.5, Massage 6, ES 6.5
- Alex - Looks 10, Massage 7, ES 8.5
- Taguro - Looks 7, Massage 7, ES 6
Will I try this MP again? ...maybe


5. Boys Of Bora Spa (Kamias/Anonas Ext)
- What I love about this spa is it's very cheap (400 Massage), madaming masseurs, and their signature "kamasutra" massage.  Unfortunately, na-raid sila ng Imbestigador.  I don't know lang is open na sila ulit.. hopefully.
My Massuers in Boys Of Bora:
- Glenn - Looks 8, Massage 8, ES 7.5
- Dugoy - L 8, M 9, ES 8
Will I try this MP again? ...definitely


6. Eaglenest Spa (Kamias)
- Massage is 350, the choices of massuers is not bad, and the place is ok.
My Masseurs n Eaglenest Spa:
- Oliver - Looks 6, Massage 6, ES 6
Will I try this MP again? ...hmmm.. maybe

7. Mr. Earth Spa (Kamuning)
- Massage is 500, the masseurs here are buff guys, mahirap mamili.
My Masseurs in Earth Spa:
- Gerald - Looks 8, Massage 8.5, ES 7
- Mark - Looks 8, Massage 6, ES 7.5
Will I try this MP again? ...yes


8. Blue Palm (Kalentong)
- Sobrang hirap hanapin ng spa na to, but the trip to this spa will be worth it.  Massage is 350, the place looks really clean and cozy, and the selection of masseurs!! One of the best!
My Masseur in Blue Palm:
- Kim - Looks 8, Massage 8, ES 7.5
Will I try this MP again? ...YES!!

I also tried hiring masseurs sa website. I tried http://www.lalakingpalaban.com/ since most of the guys here looks straight, and walang photoshopped.  Hindi naman ako nabigo sa napili ko
My Massuer in Lalaking Palaban:
- Jepoy - Looks 7, Massage 7, ES 8

Then I also tried the recommendations of Alex (the masseur of Hunk's Touch).  He gave my number to his friends and I tried their services.  The first one was traumatic, but the second one is ok.
- Jayson - Looks 1, Massage 1, ES 1
- Gerald - Looks 6.5, Massage 7.5, ES 7

Oh diba? sobrang dami!! But after nga ng fear ko sa virus, I stopped, or nagcontrol nako sa sarili ko.  And I also need to save some money for myself naman.  I really need to practice the my control at wag magpapadala sa L.  I learned my lesson, and I will be more careful.

Deleted!

Horcrux here.  I used to have a blog sa wordpress, where I posted the "adventures" I had last year.  But the stupid blogsite suddenly suspended my blog for reason I don't know.  That's why I decided to transfer here na lang sa blogspot.  Hopefully, mas ok dito.
Because of what happened to me this early february - the paranoia/stress of having the disease - sobrang natakot ako and regretted everything I did in the past: Massage Parlors, Pay for Sex, Paparazzi pics of hot guys, Porn videos.  Sa sobrang takot ko, I erased all of this stuff, hopefully to redeem myself. Stupid, I know.  But that's how I thought it should be, the best way to punish me.
I don't know.. maybe I'll do all of these things again, but not now, I guess.

The Fear

February 18, 2010.
This is the scariest day of my life.
In just 2 months, I experienced a lot of extraordinary "adventures".  At my age, I don't know if I should consider myself as a late-bloomer, but boy, I'm so brave enough to do these things on my own.
So wait, what are these things?  Massage Parlors for Gay guys.
I've tried a lot of 'em last December and January.. a couple of hits and misses, moments I enjoyed and regretted.
So what's up with February 18?
I had my last "encounter" last Feb 10, then I started feeling very different.  Then I started reading a lot of stuff on the internet, and I felt the stress and paranoia that I might have THE virus. HIV.
I asked and emailed a lot of people, sharing to them what I've been feeling, and they all said that I should get the Test, just to relieve the stress that's been bugging me everyday and every night.
So that day, Feb 18, I met up with this Fil-Am gay guy, Jake, who volunteered to accompany me during the Test.  We went to HP Diagnostic Center (Kalaw), and I was told that the result will be out after 6 hours.  We went back to Jake's condo, chat, watched some movies and tv shows, and talked about everything about life.  He assured me that if ever the result will be positive, he will be there beside me, and he will help me, since he's hiv+ too.
It was the scariest 6 hours of my life.  And the time finally arrived.  We went back to Kalaw to get the result.  The nurse handed me the enveloped.  I sat beside Jake and opened it.  Non-reactive! Oh God! I'm so thankful to God that he answered my prayers.  I'm so relieved, and I'm so touched when I saw Jake teary-eyed because of the good news. We hugged each other and bid goodbye.  I thanked him so much, coz he really helped me to feel very safe during that darkest hours of my life.
But the thing is, even if I am negative now, I should still go back there after 3 months and take the test again.  Just to be sure.
From now on, I'll be very very careful with my "adventures".  I will control myself and always remind myself of those dreadful 6 hours.
And to all of you, have fun, but always be safe!! :)