Linggo, Pebrero 27, 2011

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Horcrux here.  I used to have a blog sa wordpress, where I posted the "adventures" I had last year.  But the stupid blogsite suddenly suspended my blog for reason I don't know.  That's why I decided to transfer here na lang sa blogspot.  Hopefully, mas ok dito.
Because of what happened to me this early february - the paranoia/stress of having the disease - sobrang natakot ako and regretted everything I did in the past: Massage Parlors, Pay for Sex, Paparazzi pics of hot guys, Porn videos.  Sa sobrang takot ko, I erased all of this stuff, hopefully to redeem myself. Stupid, I know.  But that's how I thought it should be, the best way to punish me.
I don't know.. maybe I'll do all of these things again, but not now, I guess.

2 komento:

skewed ayon kay ...

Welcome back...Ang payo ng therapist was do not be like a binge person. Na you deprive yourself for so long that when sex is in front of you, you cannot control yourself. I learned to plan ahead and also to walk away.

horcrux13 ayon kay ...

yeah, i should not deprive myself at all... just need to learn the control.. thanks skewed :)